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It also seems to be based on some way I coped in the past. So for me it probably had to do with being sent to boarding school during the war as a way to evacuate us children from London. I don\'t really remember what I felt about it, but I guess that I shut down, and didn\'t let myself feel anything. And I also guess that that was partly to do with protecting myself from feeling rejected, and also protecting my mother from my anger at being sent away. So now maybe I\'m more in touch with the feeling rejected part, but sort of disconnected from where it came from.<\/p><\/textarea>\n <\/div>\n